I find myself a tad overwhelmed today. I was released for work from the doctor, but the hospital only had nights available, so I had to turn in a notice, and now I am on the hunt for a job. It's been a week, and still no luck. It seems that everyone needs 2nd and 3rd shift workers, neither of which I can do. Also Spring Break is next week, so while the bills pile and the pressure rises, I am trying to keep my faith and remain optimistic.
On a positive note, it is absolutely beautiful outside. The last couple of days have been gorgeous and today I am wearing capris and a t-shirt and flip flops! I am looking forward to some outside play time with Emmy in the upcoming week.
I can't even begin to imagine what God's plan is for my life. I feel like I have been on a roller coaster ride that is never ending for the past couple of years. I have been climbing the mountains and trying not to wallow in the valleys, but I won't lie sometimes it's hard to keep my chin up. In the evenings when Emmy is asleep and I have so much time to myself, I just totally ignore all the thoughts that satan tries to crowd my mind with. I pray, or listen to music and lately I have been just trying to sleep alot.
I figure that He is working in my life and that I just need to do my part on job hunting and keep being the mommy I need to be, and the rest will follow.
Anyway I just needed to get my thoughts out of my head so thank you for listening today :)
Love you all,
Jess
14 comments:
my thoughts and prayers are with you
hope you find a suitable job soon
such a lot going on with your life at the moment.
Saying a prayer for things to work out for you...
Gill in Canada
if my life wan't almost over, and i wasn't already married almost 50 years i might sweep you of your feet oh well
Hey Jess,
Hope you find a job soon!
Hope things gets better soon!
Love,Hugs,Prayers, Blessins',Lib
holding thoughts of you close to my heart,wishing great things for your future and praying for you to have happiness and good health .
when the world seems to bend you ,never forget ,NEVER,how absolutely precious you are to so many.You have fought so hard so many storms ,you should be proud of YOU,JESSICA,you need some time for you just to BE !
love and hugs
Greeneyes xoxoxox
fairy dust sugar for your teeny "minnie me"
Try to keep positive Jess. It's so hard I know but you have a good attitude although I'm sure you have some dark moments too.
xoxoxox
I read the following on another blog today. It seems to be meant for you.
Love, hugs & prayers.
"Every moment is full of wonder,
and God is always present. We
have a Father in heaven who is
almighty, who loves His children
as He loves His only begotten son,
and whose very joy and delight it
is to help them at times and
under all circumstances.
By
George Mueller
oh hey i see now where you have been responding to my little L--- notes<><><>><<><>hug to em
Hey, Jess. I'm holding good thoughts and prayers for you and Emmy. Just concentrate on what's good in your life and it wiil crowd out all the negative. Things have a way of working out the way they should. :)
Hang in there Jessica. Things will work out. I know we get impatient sometimes, but God is still in control!
Keeping you in my heart, thoughts and prayers...always!
xo,
Gigi
As Greeneyes already said, you have done a great job in handling all the problem issues you've faced. Getting healthy again should really make things better and I suspect the job issue will sort itself out. It is good to hear from you again here- I don't do Facebook.
HI Jess
I've been looking for your email and can't find it.. I'm writing to see if you can tell me what meds the dr. gave you for your silent migraines. My mom has been treated for vetibular neuronitis, and I told her about you... because the meds she's on don't seem to be working. Let me know if you need my email How are you feeling these days???
My prayers are with you and I do hope that you will get the best job according to your abilities but you should just wait because
"Long are the Bating for"
and I just want to say that every dark has a brightness.
Thank you for sharing.
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